No, you are not imagining things...the last time I wrote in here was February 14th. I've been meaning to come back here, but I guess I just stopped coming. I really wanted to keep up with all of you and all my LJ communities, but nothing ever happens in my life anymore so I find no reason to update this thing. The only thing I keep updated lately is my status on Facebook. My life is at a stay still right now. Nothing going on yet so much is going on. There is so much going on with me that it's driving me insane. I can't enjoy myself anymore unless I'm in the company of my friends, and even that is starting to go away. Not that I don't like my friends anymore...I love my friends, it's just not being at school, I feel so far away and left out of everything especially with the randomness of my job (which I don't have a new one yet). I'm drowning in a sea of emotions right now and I really don't know how much longer I can live in it.